time really flies. it only seem like sunday to me yesterday. mayb it helps tat i'm not working. i dun tink i will b ever satisfied living life like tat in the long run for i'm quite a workholic n it does gives me much satisfaction in life.

it has been a rather long time since i cook 'shui jiao' as too busy with life. i love fried ones with vinegar best. yummy. *drools*

::*~*::secret recipe::*~*::
mix minced meat, diced chestnuts, chopped prawn, crushed 'pian yu' and seasonings together. wrap with wanton skin. fry them or cook them in yellow beans ikan bilis soup with caixin.

feeling pretty sad now. i noe y but i dun noe how to solve it. there seems to b no ans though i've tried hard to find the solution. i'm experiencing life but when will it bcome wonderful. well, trying hard to heed a fren's advice, always look forward n not back cuz wat we do now can and will affect the future but not the past. thus, i'm not regreting as i dun tink i might haf done anything else differently given the circumtances but y no matter how hard i try i can't untie the knot. is there any easier way of doing so. yes, no, mayb, guess only time will tell.